Friday, May 20, 2016

Partners in Crime


The other left. The other stayed.
I left. She stayed. 

I'm older. She knows better. 
Her opinion matters to me. 
If she says "No", I say "No".
If she says "Yes", I feel great.

She was always there for me.
We fight. We make up.
She knows me more than anyone. 
We tell each other secrets. 
We lock them in a place only us knows. 

She's always hungry. I'm always hungry.
She asks for food. I eat more. 

She's happy when I'm happy. 
She's always in my team. 

She helps me out before I even ask for it. 

She sends me message even when it doesn't make sense.
She calls me when she feels giddy and excited.
She updates me.
She asks for my help. 

She's there. I am here. 8762 km away.
But she makes me feel like I never left.

I miss her. 

I miss her so much. 

I miss her that I'm crying.

I miss her more than anyone. 

I miss you Zarrin.

xvickydizon


Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Teen Quiz

(c) twitter
  1. Vicky
  2. 5'2" ft.
  3. 101.41 lbs.
  4. 21
  5. September 17
  6. Mitzell
  7. David
  8. None
  9. Yes
  10. Burger
  11.  "About Christianity hehe"(Sent to: Sana H., 21:10, 5 May 2016) 
  12. 10 months
  13. 2%
  14. Dark Brown
  15. Books
  16. I Do - Colbie Caillat
  17. None - maybe dog?
  18. Lucky - Jason Mraz
  19. No
  20. Visit Canada
  21. First Shrine Visits 
  22. Israel
  23. Dogs
  24. 23. Before 25
  25. Science
  26.  Second X
  27. To what?
  28. Would punching walls count?
  29. Family! and hopefully soon to be family! (hehehehehe)
  30. Yes!
  31. Black
  32. Single - getting to know someone (I guess?)
  33. I Do - Colbie Caillat
  34. Unnoticed change
  35. No
  36. Backbiting
  37. Big Bang Theory
  38. Harry Potter
  39. Everyday  - David Levithan
  40. Takoyaki
  41. Confidence
  42. Virgo
  43. Sison
  44. Talk about farts
  45. 3
  46. Hazel Maryam, Bien Charmaine Marie, Zarrin-Taj
  47. Tennis, Volleyball, Basketball - any sports!
  48. Zarrin
  49. Grade school - I tried to kick the ball but my shoe flew and  went to the roof
  50. Environmentalist

x vickydizon
 


Monday, May 9, 2016

Second Turkish Coffee



"You're moving - flat." 
I already moved.

"You'll go on a trip."
I want to. I plan to.

"Someone is getting married in your family."
My sister got married today.

"You're planning to buy or get something."
I asked someone to buy me a phone and hopefully have it by Friday.

"There is something you want to decide but you can't decide right now, you need more time but it's okay. There's no rush."
Yes. I'm thinking about extension, and trying to know someone better.

"There's three people bringing packages (each of them) for you. They are not close family or relative to you."
I have no idea.

"Two people will visit you."
Mom and grandma planning! Wohoo!!!

"Do you like ice cream?"
O.O
"You love ice cream. You will buy three at once. You will even have an ice cream party!"
YES. I LOVE ICE CREAM!

"You will move. Again."
Where?
"U.S."
smile* wink* hopefully!

x vickydizon 08052016

Friday, May 6, 2016

Persian Moms

Negin's mom: She pioneered in the Philippines. We always have a lot to talk about. I can see how much she misses the country, and how she loved everything about it. She said there's a lot of similar culture with Persians. She's both a mom and a friend.

Buzurg's mom: She is so sweet. She had  a lot of stories to tell, and she is very caring. She will always be the caring and loving mother and you'll never grow old. 

Faranak's mom: She remembered my name, when she kept on forgetting others' name. She's sweet. She patiently waits.

Pedram and Ramtin's mom: Pedram's mom love Filipinos as well, and she said Filipinos have the purest, kindest heart. I see my two older sisters in them. They are very sweet and very close. They are funny. They are best friends! You will age but they will never grow old.

x vickydizon

Turkish Coffee

image of the bride and the groom
Wedding - bride and groom dancing.
I've been thing a lot about wedding, (mine hopefully and my sister's).

Vacation outside Israel but not right now.
I'm trying to fill out a visa form, hoping I could visit Canada. 

There's a woman in your family that is thinking about you and praying for you. She is planning to visit you but she is currently collecting money, trying to find ways to be able to come.
My mom is actually planning to come visit and have been emailing me a lot about how she misses me and she's  trying to get money to be able to visit.

You're going to move, maybe from one flat to another.
I moved from one flat to another, but I'm hoping it means I'll move somewhere for good.
          
There's a subject in your mind that you're having second thoughts. You are not sure what you want to do.
I have been thinking a lot about my relationship with someone, if we could make it work, if I should be strong or just give up...

After 7-8 months, something will happen that will make a little change in your life.
and after 8 months, I'm going to end my service - so there will really be something that will happen.


~
First Reaction:
 Scared. It's all true and currently happening, my thoughts have been in all of those subjects.

x vickydizon 050516

Sunday, May 1, 2016

All I Can Do

I will
  wait
for you
       'till
  there's
    nothing
 left
   in me


vickydizon